so the year is almost over.

and truthfully, i don't think i'm a better person for it at all. sure, i have made some memories. i've met that gay-guy friend all girls think would be awesome to have, i've gained too much weight eating too much food, enjoyed far too many sexual innuendos,and i've rediscovered a love for naps. I have taken part in countless sing-a-longs, written many papers the night before they were due, and skipped class just to laugh and get noise fines. I have made a handful of amazing friends, further developed who I am and where I stand in the world, and never compromised for anyone. I have had the most intelligent hilarious profs I could have hoped for, and managed to actually learn something, an act I haven't experienced in a long time. I'm still the teacher's pet, the hardcore anti-alcohol girl, the resident hairdresser and paper-reviewer. I'm still the same person, but maybe i'm a little different too. I have lost all of my ability to tolerate people I don't need in my life, I have dropped some vices and gained some good habits, "added to my mystique, and dyed my hair until it's about ready to abandon me. This isn't the "best time of my life" I had hoped for, but it will do, and I figure it can only get better from here.
thanks, too, to all those who loved me, talked to me, bitched with me, and gave me someone to hate when i needed to be angry. thank you loud hours, room shaking speakers, daytime talk shows, and watching documentaries. thank you, freshmen year.

ps. coke and mushrooms.lipstick.i refuse to play this game with people who can't tell test tubes from babies.look at my seahorse!.oh yeah, i dated her once.i passed kaylee on the stairs and she looked pissed, i think she's going to dump you.catfish plate.build me up buttercup.hairdye parties.guyss, wait up guyysss.i think if that happens i will kill myself.two old ladies seduce the pizza guy.butter bombs.i dream of genie = piercings.convenience store time machine.eddie, when you call me, you can call me al.there wouldn't be exams, in old town.neverever.kaylee wins EVERY GAME.UNBelievably STUpid.leather chaps.i'm prince edward island!.i was a ____ once.i'll ____ you.lore's pc is the bane of my existence.i hate you more than life.you realize no one knows you guys, right?.i never get tips from this place.and we can have a pit.oh prozzak, why aren't you still famous.this is why we can't have anything nice.i don't know you anymore.we're over.what, you mean i'm not a man?.etc...i am too tired, but i'll add to this or make a new list.


"i've got some friends
some that i hardly know
but we've had some times
i wouldn't trade for the world."

"i go to school
i write exams
if i pass
if i fail
if i drop out, does anyone give a damn?
if they do
they'll soon forget
'cause it won't take much for me
to show them my life ain't over yet."